I’ve learned how to be alone and slowly learning how to wake up in the middle of the bed. i’m learning how to make only one cup of coffee in the morning and to hold my own heart and how to take my own space. I’ve learned how to confront the void itself and how to heal it.
Forgiving the past and how to accept that sometime beautiful things end that the timing may not be right. Messiness of life can get in the and endings aren’t something to be upset about. I’ve learned how to appreciate how lucky I am to experience something real and hopeful in a world that fails to be soft.
I have learned what it means to be human and that we make mistakes. I have learned from my mistakes and what it means to be both happy and sad at the same time. I am learning how to do the work and not expect anyone to do it for me. I am learning how to not run from what may be uncomfortable in my life and not to take the easy way out. I am learning how to grown and to be a better person.
I am learning how to just be, in the moment. How to be present. How I cannot control life and that I can only experience both the light and dark stages. I’m learning how to cry and laugh, feel through all the emotions. how to welcome the confusion and joy that may come with loving, living and breaking. I am accepting where I am and how to believe in the person I am becoming
Melissa Tomaziefski 