Trust me when I say, “pain is no stranger of mine.” I have been broken so I do know what it feels like to be brokem. I had given my heart, mind, body and soul to someone just to have it thrown back in my face. This man broke me and my heart more than I even knew was possible. Scattered into a million pieces. There were nights where I would lay and think to myself “where do I even begin to put myself back together, yet again?” But I had decided that just because I was broken didn’t mean I had to stay broken forever.

I know life is hard and it is always going to throw odd balls my way and sometimes life is just horrible like you can’t catch a break at all, but then what do you do. But you fight and you try. Even when you think you have nothing left to give.. you still try. It’s all we can do, it is only thing we can control. However we can’t control if other people hurt us and we may never know why. I do believe that there are really crappy people in this world. I do believe that there are still some really good people out there too. There are the rare ones. But I just have to take the time to look and to look really hard.

I believe that love does exist and it is a risk worth taking. What’s the worst that can happen? You get your heart broken yes but now so what, you have been there before and you got through it on your own. The best thing in life that could happen is when you find your soulmate, the love of your life and if that’s not worth fight for, then I don’t know what is anymore.