February went quick even though it was a leap year. This chapter ends on a good note. I’ve lost 14 pounds since I’ve started zepbound and I’m finally feeling like my happy self. I went through some stuff at the end of 2023, but I’ve finally was able to put that pain and anger I had behind me. It took awhile but I was able to get through it with awesome people and a great support system. So here’s to March (my birthday month) moving on to bigger and better things.
I think I have to just stop dating all together and accept that I am going to have to be ok with being alone. Yet again I’ve been told “you’re an awesome person but I am going in another direction.” Whoever is doing voodoo on ly love life I get it please stop. I just want the sense of secruity. Is it wrong to still want a family for myself and daughter. I really just want to sit in the corner and cry because I really don’t want to be alone. I hate being alone. But someone somewhere is doing voodoo over me and trying to keep me alone. Shakespeare once said, ” Expectation is the root of all heartache.” Once again I am doing everything wrong, well at least I am being consistent.
I have learned a lot this year…
I’ve learned that some broken things stay broken, and I’ve learned that you can get through bad times and keep looking for better ones, as long as you have people who love you. I learned that things don’t always turn out the way you planned, or the way you think they should. I’ve learned that there are things that go wrong that don’t always get fixed or get put back together the way they were before.
This year I want to go on more adventures, be around good people and good energy, connect with new people, learn new things and grow into a better mom/woman.
Whatever has happened in the past year, the new year brings fresh beginnings. Exciting and new experiences and hopefully new relationships. Don’t dwell on the past the future is now and can be written. Live for what today has to offer. The new year is just about to begin.
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Melissa Tomaziefski 